"I think I have required too much but havent given enough back."

"I will not give up."

"I think I will let tonight be the night I just let go of my mindset and certain feelings and try and find direction. I will not be defeated."

"It seems though I have to adapt to change very quickly in many areas of my life. I just want to have stability."

"Days like this I just want to shed a tear or two. I hate emotions. I will never let them defeat me."

"It seems that the hardest thing to deal with is not the mindset but the execution."

Maybe I…

Maybe I lost connection to what was important
Maybe I lost sight of the true meaning of love
Maybe I misstated my true feelings
Maybe I got caught up and lifes countermeasures and forgot there is still a normal life to live
Maybe I was foolish to think I could be the greatest
Maybe I was crazy to think I mattered…
Or maybe I was smart enough to see I just need to try..